Babbles of A Souless Girl

1. Beggars can not be choosers. So never beg, be the one that is begged. 

2. Second Chances only lead to third chances, and never change the outcome of the first one. 

3. Pride is not something you should lose, ever. 

4. Walls are built for a reason, to contain and to protect to destroy them, is to free/expose something that is better kept left alone and safe behind. 

5. Sisters,apples to apples, junk food, and a funny teen flick, will always be  much better than alcohol :)  

I don’t know how to describe this, It’s like I’m underwater, and can’t break the surface. I can’t escape, I feel like I can’t breath without him here. Last night, we just fell asleep together, with my hands in his, and I just looked at it. They fit so nicely together, and his hands just looked so perfect and familiar, and then I looked up at him, and his face, everything about him was perfect. His cheeks, lips, nose, eyebrows….the symmetry 

work is getting pretty tiresome, as much as I love the money, I really wish I could start doing what I was hired to do. This has definitely been a pretty great experience though, watching something go from ground up, is amazing! Plus, tomorrow is going to be splendid!

I keep hearing about all these amazing love stories, their so sweet and it makes me think that there’s a chance out there, you just have to wait for it… but I’ve never really seen that kind of love up close. I mean I’ve seen people that are happy and great for each other, but I’ve never seen anything wild and unexpected, and I guess that’s what we all really look for. The unexpected, something crazy, passionate, perfect. 

Perfection doesn’t exist. Imperfections greatly outnumber any “perfect” quality, and who determines “perfection”. It’s a weird concept really, People say when your in love you see the other perfect as perfect. I don’t think that’s true, I think truly being in love is all about knowing the imperfections of that other person, and not giving a flying fuck. Loving their imperfections more than any of their normal “perfect”qualities. 

I keep hoping for that perfect love story, and I don’t think that will ever really happen. I’m only 19, I’m sure I’ll find someone eventually. Honestly, I feel like, (I wish) I already have, but I really don’t think that’s the case. So I’m gonna try something new, I’m gonna let things happen the way they are supposed to, and see what happens :) 

I’m gonna open myself up for that perfect love story, maybe a normal, happy one is perfection after all.